12/9
I have my feet up the wall. It's been a favorite body maneuver for a long while, after long days in kitchens, I think is where I really picked it up.
I feel I don't have much to say. Or I have too much to say. Yeah I think it's the second one. It's like I know to fit it all in, would take a lot of space and time and how much do I want to convey ?
I like having conversation buddies. It takes a certain mind to get mine really revving. And there has to be a sense of humor. Because that's pretty much what makes all of me possible. So firey, so blunt, so vigilant, so prompt. Humor is the goo in the cracks, and sometimes the cracks are tight. I like the idea of being a comedian, although I don't think my strong suit is being able to get people to laugh on purpose. I seem to make people laugh spontaneously, when I hit the spot just right. Or from plain goofiness. I think I'm funnier than most people maybe know. OR, maybe I just think things are funny often that not everyone has the insight to get. I guess that would be the same for lots of people. Humor is very contextual but also very, inherent ?
Ooooo, I like thinking about the concept of a sense of humor. It seems like I came stock with my sense of humor. I don't really get to choose what I find funny, though I can choose to do things that prime me for funny receptivity. Like if I'm super stressed out or run down, it seems harder to find things funny or to make humor out of the day to day.
This just feels like such an elusive fun mystery, that is the ability to conjure humor. The inspiration / motivation to find something funny. Not to mention the classic laughing from discomfort . . .
If you're laughing from discomfort is it at all funny ? Or just pure emotional outburst ? We could cough or sneeze instead to release the discomfort. Or is it because we know that laughing disarms ? That it's a response that will hopefully end up in a lightening of the mood rather than otherwise ?
Anyway a sense of humor is so so valuable to me. Laughter is something I value in the utmost.
